Stop playing w my heartstrings , ♥.

helloooo :D .

didnt post ytd . :D .
ytd was short , simple but sweeet .(:

schooled .
chitchats w usuals & laugh like siao .(:
shah's class can be interesting tho , heh . shah is th only one tht can win boonbin one . ;D . ownned .

homed , watched teeveeeeeeee . its th best entertainment ever , (Y) . watched 3 movies str . ( star movies de larhh . ) damn shuang . :D .
comp-ed .

shld hav slept ytd . :/

today lehhs ,
tiring -.- . went tuition as usual . den went out & find a teevee for my ahma's room . cos th teevee got problem one. only my kor can handle ( he's so cool , if im nt his sist , i'll fall for him hard . )
still decided t get th bigbig one ( 32inch ) or th small one t put on table . but th bigbig one nid hang on wall , but th aircon is on topp . so later drip water , dieee .
at jp , go harvey norman , courts , 24hours ntuc , bac t harvey , bac t ntuc , bac t harvey , bac t courts . still no decision . went jurongwest there , seesee . got one ideal 32inch tv . but , th aircon problem . D:
there goes my wonderful tv experience .

homed .(:

im sho gna sleep tmr ! i promisee . i dont think hav hmwk , heh . oh , i borrowed one cookbook today @ library . tmr seesee , den decide wht t make for hme ec. cos there th recipe i anyhow write one . :D .

kayye . thts al , byees .
i think im stopping 30day challenge , cos i see no purpose in it .

currently , editing a blogskin tht i found tht is close t perfect . i edit thn perfect lerhhs . later post th new link . :D . rmb t tag my future blog hor . or i'll guilty one . cos if i no change url , thn more ppl will tag . but , i dont like th now url . cos it doesnt describe my feelings .(:

bye .
later i'll copy paste this post in my new url . :D.

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i think im kind . :D . even if its towards youh .

heheh .(:
honestly , i dont mind girls getting close t youh . cos i noe , even if im nt th one , i'm still happy as long as you are happy .

so brave right . hahah :D . honest , i dont get jealous whn girls crowd around you or whatsoever . heheh . i jus noe , i love your company .

today was awesomeeeeeeee .
firstly , i didnt stay awake for any lessons .
secondly , i had fun laughing .
thirdly , trg rocked . (:

math , took back test paper. i passed . (: !
recess , ate w banana they al . (L) .
music , jus chitchat only .
english , group worked.(:

mothertongue , com labed .
chitchats w kahmun&sihui .
thn tht waileong no place sit , lim appoint him sit w me wtf . cos th com on le . den its at th very end marh , den i call him turn it th other way he say cannot wtf .
hate him lorhhs . make until got so much rumors .

my eeyore rock more thn him x100000000times can .

trg .
played dog&bone @ th start . fun ttm ! laughed like dk wht . no one want take ball one . al wait opponent take thn tap . i like i like (Y) . den squareballed . did this like damn long . IM SO SORRY ZHIHUI ! I GO HIT UNTIL YOUR HEAD. IM REALLY SORRY .
you noe hoe guilty i am not . >:

courtgamed .
yeee , nvr do i like de new drill . >:

but its still fun afterall .(:
my shooting now really cmi. only shot one shot today . >:

after trg , homed .

current status : cant find my stupid chi journal . i think 5marks will be gone frm my CA .

0 comment(s) / 6:23 PM

oh , ilovemyeeyore so muchh . ♥

today no fun one . lesson al th way . ICT , really tired sia . :X .
den recess .

den mt , nvr bring books den lim say wht want minus 2 points frm my CA .? wtf.
den if friday nvr hand up tht stupid journal minus 5points . sucker sia .

den geog . sian dao . but our class totally own . las time tot she strict . den today , everyone start toking. she oso dc one . (Y) .

science was quick . 2periods , first time so fast one . we do th DNA model thing . but fail . al my fault . >: go break tht thing . den after sch banana come help (Y) . nex time treat her eat .(:

english , no one listening de lorh . al packing t go hme .(:
joanna came help us do DNA model thingg . THANKYOU !(:

homed .

today my grandpa's death anniversary . &its th first time in th year tht my family sat dwn tgt and eat .(:

MY KOR SO CUTE ONE . HEHE .(:

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saturday .
went out w mum they al . nothing much t elaborate. (:

sunday .
went t bukit batok there t pai my ancestors . ): . miss dad lots . how i wish everything were back t p3 . :/ ppl came t my hse and played mahjong . i stayed in th room , used com&homeworked till 12+ .

monday .
YOV .. haish . it was ok-ok only uhh . camwhored w apple&joanna . ( i guess . ) at th end of th day sleep . :/ sianzxc . but i guess th day's fun ? LOL .

schooled . didnt concentrate cos was like waiting for time t pass den faster escape hell . 12.30 mr shah's class . he made us al quiet . den me&apple was like wtf ? we how . at 12.50 , apple go tell sharkie . den me , apple&waileong went out of class . me and apple go upstairs t toilet . den wl went dwn .
waited for joanna den go t canteen . ate pie&chicken .(:
went t th forum , gave ez-link card ,and signed th thing . mr fadzil briefed & off we go !(:
on bus , chitchatted .(:
went dere . only noe damn hot only . :/ den cam cam . (: have a new fren , JOANNE .(:
we only chat on fb . nvr on real life . today she ask " you de fb tht one huh ? " den i say , " ya. " LOL ! but happy larhh ~ after noeing her , cam her only . hu call her so chio ~

den got free time , we camwhore . ( banana , apple&me . )

there de drinks rob ppl one lorh . $2.80 for one bottle of coke sia ! crazyy one .
tot got wht free gift . intheend , one badge only . wtff .

today.
i guess today's fine . wasnt interested in lessons. was asleep in math lesson. :D . no one caught me ,heh . trg was finee , played monkey . squareball-ed too , i still cant get it. >: but i survived th whole trg !!! :DD . happy ttm . i tot i will faint or smth cos i had fever on sunday . but i did survive . :D . i find it kinda fun too . cos all of us are like bonded liddat one . did th run in a square one . i like . (Y) . den did sme court games , & homed w huimin .(:

tuitioned&homed .(:
saw lynnette , nicole&aiqi in bus .(: they say i look like 7 month festival de thing . LOL ! . :D .

kthxbye.

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!HUITING(: HELLOHELLOHELLO<:
ME : hai ! <:

CirrusFAN: My Blog Is about ceiling fan. Can you be my Followers
ME : i dont follow bllogs . but thnks for th tag anyw !

XY: hey yo, this kind person tagged your blog. you own me a tag yo(x
ME : kk , i noe youh v.kind . but i kinder . :X

Nette: Eh carmen chee, new blog luh. out of wordpress already.
ME : kk , relink youh later !

Nicoleeeee: replied your tag in my blog.

And, your life not perfect mehhhh?
ME : nt perfect . >: . yours perfect-er .

YTXY: Haha. wl ~ still need see mood one ah? hahaha. i bet your friend nicole's life is better than my. hahaha!
ME : youh two de life so perect . change life want ?

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dont feel like writing letter . heh . byee .

0 comment(s) / 9:50 PM

im tired of al this ,

my strong front is breaking ..

hellos . :D.
mia-ing these few days . sick + lovesick ( :l ). i really want t say ily , but i dunhav th courage . i want t say imy , but im afraid tht you dont care .

didnt post ytd , was sickk . today oso got a bit headache . :/
i really cannt handle all this . this is really th only love tht i contributed th most . :(

ytd was kinda normal . got th form for th yog village thing . excited ttm ! c:
had trg , really cold .. wednesday oso got abit fever liao de . but my mum thinks i lying , like i wan pon sch liddat .
halfway really very nan shou . >:

maybe i didnt get enough slp cos of _____ . :/
(N) . why does he deserve my mind . why is my mind thinking of him . :/ i miss him more thn i love eeyore . which is th love tht i want ? idk .. i am verhverh confused .

went hme , lie dwn a while , den dinnered abit . nno appetite . :/
den lie dwn , watch tv a while . sleeped .

today , suck ttm . mr shah mia for so long , today back in action . :/ i pulled my socks damn high can . but not as high as apphia ! mr shah go apple dere den say " WA SO HIGH UH . YOU LOOK LIKE A NERD , REALLY . " whole class LOL for so long ! tht mr shah luhh , say wht will cwo . :/

come my here he oso say " WA , OSO VERY HIGH UH . " stupidddd . waileong unlucky sia ! laughter of th day . mr shah ask him pull up he action action abit den nvr pull . den cher call him take off shoe , pull th whole thing up . AISEH . damn high lorhh ! mr shah go out le he still keep tht length . XD . plus he's socks is those damn loose tht type one . maake me laugh my heart out . even noell laughed !! XDXD ! mr shah take photo oso ! FUNNYYYY . i like .

homed , slept . tired ttm . did tuition hmwk till night 9+ . so much hmwks . siannnnn .

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tags replies . (:

Nicoleeeee: invited:D
ME : (Y) ! but i dont like . :/ go your blog like go my cousin blog liddat . so perfect one . th pic so big smemore . i want your life , seriously . (:

Helen: Finally what i want is here thanks mate
ME : ? thanks for tagging anyw ^^

YTXY: LOL ~ Hahaha. Jealous bout my bf huh? hahaha. Still an text me one ah ~ the most i say i busy, text you later lo. Hahaha!
ME : jealous die me can . k la k la . if i hav mood thn text youh k ?

DOROTHY!: nicole invite you only never invite me :X.
ME : LOL ! eh , go le will jealous of her life one lorh .

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Day 9 , letter t someone you wish you could meet .

TO : hmm , LEEHONGKI & LEE JAEJIN !

hey yo . you 2 so shuai one . ilike . <: i want t meet you al smeday . come singapore hav concert . i sure beg my mum let me go one . c: you 2 noe hoe much i love you 2 not . you 2 de pic is my background pic can . but now change le , bcome pokemon ! . :X .

i love you two . come singapore k ! byeee .

WithLoves , CarmenC .(:

0 comment(s) / 8:48 PM

so cute wtf . this is my dorthy . drawn by xinyingg .
sry if its copyrighted . hahah . she so pro . look so like dorthy rite ? LOL . my jirachi . nono , its dorthy's jirachi . cos xinying draw for her de . but dorthy's minee . <:

today was kinda normal . very hot sia . >:

i let dwn my fringe in th morning whn going t ICT lab , cos hair very messy marhhs . den apphia was toking bout kemkem in front , den she turn around , den her expression so funny lol ! scare until her. hahahah .
i like i like . <:

after sch went hme w yanxuan . first go canteen.
den i was like very extra cos 2 of her fren dwn there .
1 of them is a boy wtf . den homed lorhh .

today's kinda normal . but i like . (Y) .

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Tag replies .

Nicoleeeee: i invite you ah.

e-mail:D

ME : liddat got btr abit . <:
lonely_girl_piggy@hotmail.com

SomeOne: Your Blog Is Coolz Nice Info Keep it Up
ME : thanks . mind leaving your name ? cos th link leads me t a therapy thing .

JOANNA (:: TAGG TAGG (:
ME : thankyouhh xinglaide . <:

liqi.: LOL :X

liqi.: HELLO CARMEN HAHAHA .
ME : haii . <:

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day 8 , a letter t your favourite internet friend .

TO : MY NUMBER ONE INTERNET FRIEND , DOROTHY !! my jirachi .

hey , i want t say iloveyouh veryvery muchh .

-/ your talks make my days !
-/ you listen t my annoying craps .
-/ you noe hoe t type very well , tht i understand at one look , not like mine. smtimes i dun even noe wht i writing .
-/ even whn i crapp , you wont ignore mee .
-/ i oso your best internet friend ^^ ( at least i once was . )

but now youh poke-sessed . :/

i love youh so muchh you noe ? i heart love youh .

hearts&kisses,xoxo
CarmeeC .

TO : WONG THAILIMB .

eh , you letme noe so much secrets . heheh . i like . my advices good hor . <:

i write you here cos we keep giving each other advices . i appreciate al th advices .

XOXO , CarmeeC .

TO : Lastly , Lynnette Loh .

hihi . its weird . cos we so friends in msn one . but in real life , you call me tht time i will feel damn scared . LOL . but i like . your advices cheers me up . cos i noe we're still friends no matter how fierce you may seem t be in trg . i like it tht im like th only one hu goes t your blog .

and lastly, i loveee youhh .

loves ,
Carmee .

0 comment(s) / 12:50 PM

see see ^
ytd went johore w zhebin and tongtong but this time w parents. cos at malaysia .
& watched , the last airbender & the sorcerer's apprentice .

nicenicenice i tell youh . the sorcerer's apprentice is a MUST WATCH movie ! nice+funny+touching movie . <:
i like i like .

the last airbender oso nice uhhs . only tht hav part 2 de . so , its not complete . c:
but oso v.niceee . (Y) .

I WANT WATCHH AGAINN . c:

bought a bag there . which is wtf . cos i dont really go out , and i cant find a matching shirt . OMG , I REGRETTED NOT BUYING THT TANKTOP . >:
shld hav got it . nvm im being retarded .
lets move on . <:
ate at kim gary restuarant . nicenice (Y)(Y) . i like .

ohoh , ytd was national day . c:
i guess malaysia rock more thn songapore ?

reached hme @ 12+ cos of th freaking jam .

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nt doing tags replies cos theres too little tags . (N) .
tag moremoreemore .

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day 7 , a letter t your ex-boyf . (:$)

To : you , yea , you .

i really regretted nt trusting you , & nt treasuring youh .. i tot you werent serious and such . idw t go on . you wont read this anyw . no matter wht i say , i noe , its not gna go bac .

till now , you still suck . and idk why im missing youh . i chose this , im gna accept this . i miss your sms-es , calls , and you . :( .

i chose being strangers .
i chose this path .
i chose not t be yours .

i find us retarded . you confessed, i rejected . i confessed , you rejected . intheend , we got in this tgt . and now , we're seperated .

-/love's just a wastage of time and effort .

chatted w youh in th morning , i found tht your life's btr w/o me around . maybe , i shldnt hav been around . today would b our last conversation .

imissthedayswithyouaround.

forgetting youh ,
CarmenC .(:

0 comment(s) / 6:51 PM

Today was nt pretty awesome . at least , i doned my hmwk ! ;D .

used com delibrately de wholee day . & reading twilight ! \m/ . getting engrossed in it ! \m/ .
pokemon rock me too . :D . pangya is getting in oso . its like sho cute can ! -.-v

now i got things t do le . cos dorothy has been playing pokemon .. den no one chats w me . den thailimb oso emo-ing . other den these 2 , i dun socialise w others .

i need a sms&msn buddy ! :D .

k, tags reply .

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JOANNA :D: HAHA , THANKS DUDE .

DDDDDDD TAGGED

ME : hehe . paiseh sia . :$ . no luh . it was fun tho .

Nicoleeeee: helloh carmen:D
ME : hai ! why privated de . :@ . cheh .

Xinying: idk. so random:X i just feel like using the word housefly then.

ME : hahs . i got nickname le. ' housefly ' .

wenching: i c my big big name on ur blog!!!i miss lai lai..sigh last time lose le at least have lai lai to cheer me up;(
ME : yea .. i miss lailai oso ..hope can go soon !

liqi.: HAI

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ME : yoooooooz .

YTXY: I am damn nice okay ~? Haha.

Don't zi bei, i also not chio. haha.

Yeahyeahyeah, damnit far lo. but you still can text me one right?

Haha.
ME : cancan . <: but you so busy w boyf . >:

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letter !
day 6 , a letter t a stranger.

To : Vincent Tan .

i tell you , you stranger . dont add my frens on fb can ! or else i kill youh . esp if its apple and dorothy . see ppl chio jiu add . &your intro damn wtf . HI IM VINCENT TAN . you oso sho clever can . use another acc add ppl whn ppl delete youh . tell youh , you dare mess w my frens , you werent noe wht remains of youh .

with my greatest hate ,
CarmenC .

p.s. i oso dk why you add me , i oso nt chio lorh .

YOU GAVE ME TH WORST MEMORIES.

0 comment(s) / 9:48 PM

TODAY SO HIGH :DD //

afternoon , aunt came , ate lunch , went tuition . den went out w zhebin&tongtong . went city square mall :D . funny sia . <:

Zhebin kena own by this boy !!!!! <: he so cute can! zhebin was copying his everymove at th stairs which made us LOL ! den this small boy did a somersaut(?) . we at there clap so damn hard ! zhebin got ownnnnnnnned . (Y)(Y) . went there walk walk ! i dun think i can go out le lor cos of sme reasons -.- . but mum familiar w zhebin den can go one . >:

i think i damn pathetic . :/

me and zhebin bought watches . :D
i loveee today . laughed hard ! we like so pathetic . only bought watch -.- .

will do tag replies&letter tmr . :D .
continue tagging dudes !

Lynnette , Yanxuan they al went universal studios w/o me ! siao ah ! universal studios lehhh !

0 comment(s) / 12:22 PM

today's post will be ' ytd , today , tag replies , letter . '

ohoh . ytd was fun ttm !
trg . (L)s . did warmup , individual&pair ball works , team ball drills , in circle courtwork , court game . <:

court game is scary .. lucky around me is sec ones . if seniors i'll nervous till i wet my pants . :S .

my netball skills deproved by alotalot , since my P6 december holi(s) . >:
nevermindnevermind .
learn new stuff btr den changing your xi guan marhhs . <:

woo ~ i think sec 3s are closer t me now . <:
but sec twos are drifting apart . >:
* wishes hard tht th nice days would come again *

i really miss th start of th year , whn i play&chat w sec2s . >:
i miss those days tht after their tournament , we'll eat lailai @jp . walk around frm 3rd t basement , trying t get wenching away t get her present . >:

i miss those times ! >:

ohoh . aft trg , went hme use comp . and joanna told me a bigbig thing ! she lost .. coach's ankle guards .. scare me sia . jiemin hav t do 100suicides if dun find it before 10.30 today . HOLY !

TODAY .

wanted t wake up @ 5.30 , intheend woke up at 6.10 . arranged w joanna at 6.15 at sch t find th guards de , but mum didnt wake me up . so , * shakes head * .

did everything quickly , didnt tie my hair den get t sch le . <:
joanna was like waiting for me alr . sorry !

saw mr shah at general office there . den i was thinking " OMG . I HAVENT TIE HAIR ! " shit .

i dont think he saw me , *phews*
we jus walk t general office , inside was empty can . den we decided t go out of general office and knocked on th glass door . decided tht th glass will break sooner or later , we went in and knocked th table . no one . until joanna saw smone inside , and said , " excuse me " . still no one come out . i rang th bell thingy . still no one . den i saw a black color thing inside a bag tht we use t put th beebs . den i ask joanna , den she say its th guards . :D ! but inside got one extra uniform . (Y) .

went t toilet , tied my hair . ( tie damn long . ) den went t swing . lynnette go call her , den got cher walk past. like scare die us .

found out tht i didnt get songsheet . since its early , went hme and got it .

THANKYOU JOANNA ! PEI ME GO HME !

den went bac t sch . <:
everyone came asking joanna whether she found th guards not . LOL ! everyone noes . -.-

- national day things -

boring ttm , oh , and they gave us another piece of songsheet . wtf .

went hme , slp and use com and tv-ed . <:
its like finally a day off .

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Tag replies .

` shirleeniiee: taqs ^^
ME : thankyouhs !

YTXY: Wl ~ i don't only talk to you cus i need you help me do things okay? hahaha. love you 2. anything, text me. I am just a text away. Hahahahaha!

ME : okok . but you live damn far .

YTXY: OH OH OH ~ Hahaha ~ i am your closest relative ley. Hahaha.

LOL ~ i am so not chio alright. Haha. Don't need zi bei one la ~ hahaha. it's okay bout that. Don't worry eh ~ hahah.
ME : no eh . damn zibei can .

Xinying: yoyo, on this great day i came visiting and i left a tag. so please tag me when you come visiting @ xinyinglovesyou.blogspot.com. and i love you ttm. seriously. byebye housefly
ME : hey ! i will derhs . I LOVE YOU TOO ! (K) . but why got one housefly word de ?

YTXY: very nice lo. hahaha!
ME : not nice can . >:

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Day 5 , a letter t your dreams .

To : GOD ! ( help me fufil this simple wish , ♥ )

- being able t laugh every second w all my beloved friends . -

hi dream . this year seem like you're being fufilled . :D .

i have awesome friends . they make my day . <:
they make my life . ;D .

tho i look ugly when i laugh , but it beats being emo . :D !

FRIENDS THT HAS LEAVED FOOTPRINTS IN MY HEART .
Apphia , Dorothy , Joanna , Huimin , Nigel , Waileong , Boonbin , Li Wen , Sihui .

0 comment(s) / 9:27 PM

" IF YOU DONT LOVE ME , DONT GIVE ME HOPE . "

i cant believe i actually miss you , bustard .

this morning one girl faint sia ! scare me . >:

lessons boring ttm . dw elaborate.

pon-ed tchokball ! <: went jp get red clothe . nice whn i try . but whn i at hme try w hair pinned up . UGLY SIA . >:

idk wht t write le . lets get on w letter .

day 4 , a letter t your sibling/closest relative .
( i writing both . )

to : my kor .

hello , kor . erm , dont bash me up if you oh-so-happen to see this post.
ok , first , you are a terrific kor tht holds many jobs . and not to mention you very old . WAKAKA . 8 years older .

idk wht usually happens in your life cos u everytime dun tok t me . but i like it whn u hung up on mummy . whn you insist on wht u want and gets it . <: oh . i want your life ! i just noe tht you so handsome one . but u so playboy . >:
out of so many girlf(s) u had , i love tengyin and jill jie de most. cos they gave me sweets and take care of me . :D .
tengyin jie best one lor . i p5 got one time tengyin jie early wake up t pei me eat mac before my trg . ^^ i love her ttm !
jill jie was your 3years ago and last yr girlf . i only rmb 3 years ago i only met her one time . den u break w her le . tht one time was at th airport . whn we going taiwan . you introduced everyone except for me . you noe hoe sad i was not .

but jill jie buy me chocolate egg . ( thts why i like her . wakaka . )

im sry t be dian deng pao in your last relationships . i promise not t be one in your next one . * crosses fingers *
kidding la . i grow up liao . too old t b lightbulb le . fang xin ba !

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH . * muaks *

Withloves ,
CarmenC .(:

to: YTXY .

you my closest relative le .. tho we dk wht t tok whnever we meet , you will always start by cam-ing . i seriously hate tht . >: you so chio take pic w me i sibei zi bei . >:

the last time i saw u was whn we watched eclipse . but i am very guilty t b th cause of th arguement btween you and your boyf . im veryyy happy tht you two are now happily tgt . <:

in msn , whenever u tok t me i will be very afraid . idk why . mayb scared u ask me help u do things . HAHAH .

no matter wht , i love you always .

Withloves ,
CarmenC .(:

IDW SINGG !

0 comment(s) / 9:57 PM

OMG . icant believe i love today .

obviously its because of eeyore . <:

lets start before i collaspe .
lessons are seriously sian one lor . its english , recess , geog , math , science .

english lesson was siannnnn one lor . chitchat w usuals . ms ann's form class de pupils came in dao luan . <: i think they rock sho much . waste our time . :D . we even applauded . :O ! ms ann scolded us . wtf . -.- cos we supported them . recess . funfun . found out liqi's *kemkem* . she kept staring @ him . :O . dorothy said tht his not romantic. den apple go hit her . LOL ! she say " so young think wht romantic . " she's a mother . mother apple . <: geog . mdm ow so wht can . she ask me question , i stun only , den she say idk hoe do . ( ask netball peeps ah ! i always stun one ma ! ) den she call me stayback . heckcare lahh . nex time tell her noe hoe t do le . stupid . D:<
math , copied ans frm board , did tuition hmwk ! science , chitchatted w usuals .

after sch hav th project thing w miss ann . bullied charlston ! i noe its bad but it was funny ttm ! they threw him out&he cried ! LOL ! tio scold by miss ann . hu call him go whack my apple's face .

* hopes mr shah wont noe bout this *

homed .
tuitioned .

ALWAYS CHECK MY STUFFS WHN I FORGET BRING THING . BRING THT TIME NVR CHECK . FK .\

comfirm in blacklist . dk hoe many time liddat le . homed .

day 3 , a letter t your parents ( this is freaking retarded . )

to : my mum .

mummy , you is terrific . you hav t care for me&kor , i noe it aint easy . yet i kip throwing tantrums and unhappiness t you .
sometimes i will feel tht you dont understand me , you dont noe wht i want&need .

i wouldnt want t tok t you . yet you kip talking non stop . its irritating , you noe . &i told you , i can manage my time w netball . &I DONT NID THT FREAKING TUITION .

i can manage my time w netball&studies but i didnt say i can manage time w netball,studies&tuition .

&i have t thankyou for ruining my every weekend . i can manage my time , but w you ruining my plans , i ask you .
HOW AM I GOING T MANAGE MY TIME . W YOU RUINING THEM .

tho i stress on those parts tht i hate you , but i still love you alot . (K) .
* phew , my mum wont see this post . *

Withloves ,
CarmenC .(:

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this cute cousin came t my hse ytd . <: he's so cutee can . he managed t scare me a few times . i was in my kor's room using com den he came scaring th hell out of me . :D . oh , my little kenneth , you just make my day . he made me no heart study for tests . ( math&science ! ) he's so cute . <:<: . i wish he'll come some day . today . went t school , ( like duhh . ) was laughing so much . cos of dorthy's hair . apple started laughing . &dorthy's fan ying made my day . <: pe . hate it . -.- make us run . mdm chai say 2 rounds , den in th middle of the second round they all say 1round only . stupid . hme ec. was eagar for food . -.- hungry ttm ! 10 den recess .. how am i gna survive next year .. recess . cos of different recess timings , no dorthy gao xiao . not fun . mt . was talking al th way w li wen . :D . science . cher bo come . we at there cheer like siao . until th relief tcher said : " I have the test paper w me ." yi chang huan xi yi chang kong. >: but science test not tht hard . <: second period of science , mrs ng came in t relief . she gave us the test early & we had 10minutes more t do . but still not enough time finish sia. -.- i anyhow do 1st and 2nd question . den did 3rd & 4th . ( i think they 2 oso wrong .. ) in the end i figured out hoe do 1st question , no time liao . DIE sia . CT . guess wht . we have t sing in front of the sch on friday . -.- what the hell . we tall de , sit infront face clearly seen . sit bhind , the stairs higher , oso can b seen clearly . wtf . we still have t get red shirt .. i dunhav red shirt . only last year's jersey . >:

homed .
want do hmwk tht time , slept .. until 6 sia . i still have tuition hmwk chiong . -.- why am i posting in a time like this .

k . time for letter .

day 2 , a letter to your crush .

to : eeyore .

i was crazily fallen in love with you a few days back . since last friday , ive been noticing you looking at her .. maybe its my imagination . i heard smone saying " ohmy , you ... carmen " to you . tht made my dayy . cos you replied " ya . " but today , i saw you looking at her w those beautiful eyes . maybe i shouldnt b interfering you two . i guess i made the wrong decision giving ys up for you .. maybe it aint worth it at all . this gotten me crazy .
and tht view of you today , it was .. perfect. you seem so cute .

i'll try to give up on you . <:
but it seems hard .

With loves ,
CarmenC .(:

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this skin , i edited 2 skins t make de leh . nice marhs ? edited for 2hrs nia . cos all the colours al wrong . den the words wont blend in . >:
now its done ! muahaha. i noe its not perfect . but i like . (:

i decided t do the letter anyw .

Day one .

TO : MY BESTF , APPHIA .

i rmb th times we write letters t each other . the times we had during recess . and the times when ppl step on your shoe , you'll shout like hell . XD . we tot we would be seperated during psle . until we got the same marks , &got into the same school . and now , the same class . we ended in th same cca too ! we have awesome friends like Dorothy , Joanna, Elaine etc . last year was a disaster , tht was why we wrote letters . but this year , its different . its getting better . &i hope it'll stay like this .
Apphia , iloveyou .

with loves ,
CarmenC .(: